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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
okay, then mystery solved. you're not gay. [.....] are you attracted to girls like that?
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
oh, you're cute. do you see me as a girl? i don't mind as long as i'm not a dude to you.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
and do you want to kiss me?
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
exciting.

and have you started to feel any sexual attraction toward me? it's okay to be honest. this is for research purposes.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
no, i don't think so. human sexuality is complex and fascinating. your experience is not unheard of.

do you feel sexual attraction toward other girls?
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
i'm worse than a therapist. i'm a researcher who's become quite obsessed with you. i really would like to learn about every aspect of you. but fine, i will try to be more normal for your sake.

you're not a man who's horned up all the fuckin time.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[...] sorry. i really do like you a lot. sometimes it's hard for me to express how i feel and so it's easier to pry into your feelings instead.

we don't have to talk about this anymore.

you can ask me anything in return, if you'd like.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
then i'll stop.

i've been cagey. i [....] was worried you would lose interest once i lost my mystique and seemed more human.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-03 07:13 pm (UTC)(link)
i know, and i've denied you that. i always take more than i'm willing to give in return, and i'll do anything i can to avoid feeling vulnerable. i hate exposing my weak spots, and i hate that they're even there.

you're a good man, sal. i'll tell you anything you want to know.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-04 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
you're so kind to me. [...] something's broken in my brain because i see that as a challenge, though. i'm a little indignant i'm not getting the chance to be quizzed.
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[personal profile] rafflesian 2023-11-04 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
i take it back. you're actually the worst. :( maybe i'll tell you all my secrets anyway.

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