i'm worse than a therapist. i'm a researcher who's become quite obsessed with you. i really would like to learn about every aspect of you. but fine, i will try to be more normal for your sake.
you're not a man who's horned up all the fuckin time.
yknow i like that you're this fuckin mega genius who doesn't care bout normal shit and does whatever they want but sometimes i don't want to be just this blob you look at under a microscope or whatever the fuck
thing is i kinda want to know everything about you too. like yeah you're hot but it's not the plant babe with the huge vines and shiny oil i'm texting with. i can't even see the plant babe. talking like this feels like just [...] talking to whoever you are. eureka
i know, and i've denied you that. i always take more than i'm willing to give in return, and i'll do anything i can to avoid feeling vulnerable. i hate exposing my weak spots, and i hate that they're even there.
you're a good man, sal. i'll tell you anything you want to know.
i get that. you don't gotta show your weak spots if that's not your thing. i'm just saying i like you and i can't think of anything you could say bout yourself that'd make me like you less
some other time. don't wanna be asking you things just cause someone feels bad
you're so kind to me. [...] something's broken in my brain because i see that as a challenge, though. i'm a little indignant i'm not getting the chance to be quizzed.
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?. idt i'm into dudes like that11/2
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yeah ofcwell not when i gotta[...] i mean i like you11/2
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but yeah. i want to kiss you
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and have you started to feel any sexual attraction toward me? it's okay to be honest. this is for research purposes.
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i don't know. sometimes. sometimes not.
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do you feel sexual attraction toward other girls?
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you're not a man who's horned up all the fuckin time.
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i don't want to talk about this
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we don't have to talk about this anymore.
you can ask me anything in return, if you'd like.
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talking about this makes me feel likei don't wanna make you talk about stuff you don't to either
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i've been cagey. i [....] was worried you would lose interest once i lost my mystique and seemed more human.
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thing is i kinda want to know everything about you too. like yeah you're hot but it's not the plant babe with the huge vines and shiny oil i'm texting with. i can't even see the plant babe. talking like this feels like just [...] talking to whoever you are. eureka
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you're a good man, sal. i'll tell you anything you want to know.
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some other time. don't wanna be asking you things just cause someone feels bad
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