stophit | ic spam @s.roca

sal, what does "gay" mean to you?

i mean you gotta want to have sex with a dude right

kind of. but more like you're attracted to the same gender.

yeah?. idt i'm into dudes like that

okay, then mystery solved. you're not gay. [.....] are you attracted to girls like that?

~~yeah ofc~~ ~~well not when i gotta~~ [...] i mean i like you

oh, you're cute. do you see me as a girl? i don't mind as long as i'm not a dude to you.

tbh you're even prettier than most girls i know. but yeah. you're def not a guy to me

and do you want to kiss me?

i don't want to hurt you

it doesn't hurt me.

yknow what i mean

but yeah. i want to kiss you

exciting.

and have you started to feel any sexual attraction toward me? it's okay to be honest. this is for research purposes.

[.....]

i don't know. sometimes. sometimes not. ~~i've never~~ is that shitty

no, i don't think so. human sexuality is complex and fascinating. your experience is not unheard of.

do you feel sexual attraction toward other girls?

yeah. [...] sometimes. like you know how men are supposed to be horned up all the fuckin time

are they? go on

ok cut it out with the therapist shit. you're smart, you know where i'm going with this

i'm worse than a therapist. i'm a researcher who's become quite obsessed with you. i really would like to learn about every aspect of you. but fine, i will try to be more normal for your sake.

you're not a man who's horned up all the fuckin time.

yknow i like that you're this fuckin mega genius who doesn't care bout normal shit and does whatever they want but sometimes i don't want to be just this blob you look at under a microscope or whatever the fuck

i don't want to talk about this

[...] sorry. i really do like you a lot. sometimes it's hard for me to express how i feel and so it's easier to pry into your feelings instead.

we don't have to talk about this anymore.

you can ask me anything in return, if you'd like.

[...] shit it's just [...] idk. i hate it. ~~talking about this makes me feel like~~

i don't wanna make you talk about stuff you don't to either

then i'll stop.

i've been cagey. i [....] was worried you would lose interest once i lost my mystique and seemed more human.

thanks. [...] and sorry

thing is i kinda want to know everything about you too. like yeah you're hot but it's not the plant babe with the huge vines and shiny oil i'm texting with. i can't even see the plant babe. talking like this feels like just [...] talking to whoever you are. eureka

i know, and i've denied you that. i always take more than i'm willing to give in return, and i'll do anything i can to avoid feeling vulnerable. i hate exposing my weak spots, and i hate that they're even there.

you're a good man, sal. i'll tell you anything you want to know.

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